Its 12:00am and I am really feeling very nice and relieved now, after burning in the fever whole evening. I hate fever like anything, because whenever it is there I am all alone. But it's a reminder of the days of mother's pampering. Ill health makes a person a child, needing pampering.
But now there is nobody to pamper and nobody even to talk. Life shows all the colors, sometimes some bright color attracts and puts shades on eyes. One bright color appeared and made to forget all the basic colors. But, bright fades soon, and so it happened. Now missing basic colors; missing my mom. It is only you who never deny, who never make excuses, never let me alone.
World is round and so are our lives. We have to pay all the debts and i am paying one by one. Facing reality behind the illusions. But why God, YOU made illusions so charming that a person cannot help being caught in deception.
The journey is full of deceptions and i caught in the very first only. I hope this to be the last encounter with .....
very touching...
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